i thought i could earn a million before 2010.

i realized, i need to earn 3K+ a day…

i need one client more…

wait for me 2011

of married life…
I realized I have spent a total of more or less 300 days with my wife and around 100 days with our kiddo.
In between, I am realizing the difference of staying single, separation, being alone… working, getting home and met by yer wife and kid, togetherness,..

Life is hard, alone.
Aw, I miss wifey.

Weekends, time of the week to unwind after days of sleep deprivation. I went to a mall to breathe some A/C air and window shop and eat…
I was eating in a ramen resto, and I saw a familiar face. How can I ever forget that face, we used to read HP’s book one together, while [...]

i work, i get paid
i sleep, i get sick,
i get old, am to die.
the future comes,
the present goes,
and all past things,
no matter how cherished,
still fade
I laugh, i cry
i love, i smile
i toil, soon dies
and all that’s left is time.

I love you.
That sentence has gave me many misadventures. I can only laugh at my teenage years. Saying that word is so intense one needs to gather so much courage to utter. Reciprocation is very much expected that most end up brokenhearted. I was one…
I am at my silver age now and I have already [...]

I am a dream machine. Every time I woke up, I know I have dreamed something. I am just poor t remembering them. I need to write them on paper the moment I wake up, or else, I will forget before jumping off the bed.
This morning, my dream diary reads:
“Argh. I should have wrote the [...]

and I’m running out of undies. I run out of polo shirts. A few socks left. The filth is like 20 kilos.
Normally, I should have had at least 36 meals in 12 days, now, I think I’ve just eaten my 20th.
Skipping meals. Forgetting sleep… away from people.
Alone is different from lonely. Lonely is an emotion, [...]

But not lonely…

Time now is 12:15 am. I just watched some parts of Slumdog Millionaire, for the nth time today. I wanted to write a review of this movie the first time I saw it but I was only able to allot the time now.
For me, the plots is impossible. I’m referring to how “love” can stay [...]